Skip to main content

A Golden Thread

A Golden Thread A poem by Erica Mace When fingers point, accuse the sky
For some unwanted episode
The wounded blame, and oft deny
That their hand also shapes the load,
Not only He who sits on high.

For did He not an earth create
By law and order, by design?
And does it not now operate
By those same laws, which He makes known,
Thus granting us our hand in fate?

For once created, life unfolds
With consequences predisposed.
Not hidden, buried there untold,
But preached by science, faith and time
That all might know, observe, behold.

When law’s unknown, it still remains
In force, but we less easily
Can see God’s plan, unbind our chains
Or be the agents we might be.
We point a finger in our pains.

But known, these laws inform our thought,
Have consequence, respond to tests.
Their truth endures, and so our lot
Is finding truth and living it--
For knowing only changes naught.

The laws we base our lives upon
Will cast their shadows, fill our lives.
They weave a web, become the song
That shimmers round us, gently guides,
And paves the road we walk along.

I’ll never know the line between
The weight of choice and God’s decree.
But I do know, for I have seen,
My pathway altered, shaped, preserved,
By golden threads of agency.

Thus, wielding power, why not try
To use God’s laws to forge my shield?
I do my part, and then rely
On One who saves, when I cannot.
He stands between my Judge and me.

For God, He knew that I would fail.
His Son will point no fing’r at me,
But offer hands with print of nail
Fulfill the law, extend mercy,
And guide my choice, so I prevail,
Both now and in eternity.

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

The Saved Are Also Saving

My babe turned blue. We called. They came with badges, boxes, more. I kneeled beside my ash-gray babe, laid still upon the floor. The sheriff introduced himself and other county men, for all the local officers were mourning Shinners then. He'd died. My babe, he breathed again. Somehow, I'd never thought that daily, some are working jobs so hand in hand with God. I shuddered- through my broken soul came wisps of man's divine-- He gives himself for someone else, for little ones like mine. They heal, protect, give hope, give life. They do their work like Him. While some are given chances, others are giving them. It broke and healed my mother's soul-- I could not save my son. But when we called, they came. They came... to save my little one.
I love to know and understand things. It's a core part of who I am. I want to understand why gas prices just went up, what chemical function corn starch serves in a recipe, why charity is always referred to as an object and not a quality... All the things! Maybe that's why this is one of my favorite memes... #knowallthethings Here's my dilemma. I know how to find and apply spiritual knowledge. It's my foundation and lens for all further questions. I'm also pretty good at finding and evaluating intellectual truth. (Thank you, Google Scholar, Provo library, and at least 5 news sources on any given topic) But what about cultural truths?  I want to know what my society really values. I want to know how "the majority" really spend their time, their attention, their priorities. This knowledge will inform my life views, my parenting, and my habits much less than spiritual or intellectual knowledge, but it's still useful and important to me. My awaren...

Anti-Faith Ideologies

There is a lot I could say to preface this, but I'll be brief. Thoughts patterns really matter. Especially the ones we rarely verbalize. Several recent experiences (such as Caleb's RSV) forced some of my deep-rooted perceptions up to the surface, and they surprised me. Spiritual concepts that I grasped intellectually were suddenly new and difficult again, because I realized they weren't deeply rooted in my heart. Because those roots only went so deep, that hard moment was HARD. Processing it was hard for months. BUT that heart-break experience and soul-sifting process opened my heart and helped me internalize gospel principles on a new level. I'm confident that the next hard thing won't be nearly as hard, because my faith is deeper. Altering some of my less-faithful thought patterns has not only helped me process difficult experiences, but has also made me more free, more full of joy, and more prone to peace. This is far from a finished process!! For example, ...